D E S H
Sarah Moin
The Thames runs in your veins
You say this is your land,
It’s rolling green hills
And crumbling castles,
Yet you and I
Are made from the same
Soft, brown clay
Of the same earth -
And when you hug me
The scent that rises
From my bosom, reminds you
Of that warm kitchen
In your cold suburban home -
Where crocheted doilies rest
On the backs of sofas
And sweaters are pulled
Down over shalwar kameezes
In muted pastel shades;
Pistachio, lavender, sun-yellow, field green,
All the colours of the desh,
But toned down,
A camouflage into the humdrum grey.
I smell of the turmeric,
I’ve massaged into my skin,
The rose water that lingers
Over my pressure points
The chilli on my breath,
The fire behind my words,
You inhale me,
Breathe in deep.
And when I walk away,
You’re left
With an inexplicable longing
For a home you’ve never known,
The imprint of last night’s moon
Against today’s crisp autumn sky